去年的今天我在做些什么。@love mission
达叔。对于很多人来说是首先是梦遗大师。对于我来说，首先是“达明一派”中那个晦暗不明的达。是会嘟嘟囔囔抱怨着的胖男人。是在演唱会上不知所谓的说很多话的吉他手。
信不信都好
我一切安好
明日难保
无别人倾慕
直到后知后觉的听到The Party中的“晚节不保”。依然晦暗不明，依然含混不清。但我听到了。
听到一个大条男，一个执着男，一个神经敏感男，一个失意麻木男。
我说我疼可是我不想吃药我不想被治疗我不想要痊愈。
我说我很冷可是我不怕冷我只想出去搞出一点声音或者噪音。
我说为什么我会害怕我厌恶自己的害怕厌恶自己。
厌恶疼痛厌恶安静厌恶寒冷厌恶黑暗。
厌恶厌恶。
那时候常常重复播放着这首歌。据说，这样是危险的。
习惯了明哥的精致冷静，几乎忘记了那些低的，无望的，必须面对的。
总有一天我们会象达叔一样，变成一个中年发福男，一个人际关系紧张男，一个仍然需要照顾的打拼事业男。
唯有告诉你我的苦恼
随一根烟消耗
忘了告诉你我的路途
看不到你苍老
我需要一根烟它让我在某些夜晚感觉到温暖和明亮。
我需要一瓶酒它让我在某些清晨感觉到幸福和快乐。
我需要恐惧它让我觉得充满了力量和勇气。
我需要肮脏它让我觉得真实和安全。
“他喜欢摇滚乐，那种节奏带给他的不仅仅是快乐。那种节奏使他感到自己更成熟，更强壮。那种音乐里有一种力量，属于所有瘦骨嶙峋的孩子，臃肿肥胖的孩子，丑陋的孩子，害羞的孩子——这个世界上的失败者。”
据说08年11月，也有人说是9月，达叔信了耶稣。今年5月，推出了一张福音唱片。
刘以达@love mission
信或者不信这种事，总是有人说来道去。但既然达叔说信，又是基督教这么有组织的机构，那么，便是信徒了。
信徒达叔。
达叔拿起吉他，告诉我们：
信。望。爱。
小时候喜欢收集一种糖纸，糖纸上是那组著名的漫画：
love is…
今天我依然这么造句：
爱是没有牙疼。
爱是有声音和色彩。
爱是光明。
爱是不紧张。
象我这样没有信仰的人，也不打算被救赎。
masoch说，关键是，我痊愈了。
所以我说，爱是一种治疗。
November 19th, 2009 at 3:34 am
爱是没头脑，爱不是不高兴。
你想你的没头脑没有，风？
November 19th, 2009 at 3:38 am
我需要一根烟它让我在某些夜晚感觉到温暖和明亮。
我需要一瓶酒它让我在某些清晨感觉到幸福和快乐。
我需要恐惧它让我觉得充满了力量和勇气。
我需要肮脏它让我觉得真实和安全。
我喜欢。
November 19th, 2009 at 6:06 pm
虽然我也喜欢，但是我还是觉得，
我们不应该畏惧美好的，自然的，纯洁的一切。
唔，很土的问一句，你最近过得好不好？
小心冬天综合症哟~
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